I’m going to the beach this coming Thursday and Friday with my family. Where? In a resort somewhere in Batangas. It’ll be Nav’s second time to play in the sand and swim in the sea and I can’t wait to see him enjoy himself. I know it’ll be so much fun because I’m going with my most favorite people in the world—my family. Sans Stripe, of course. It would be a different thing altogether in May though. I might go to the beautiful beach of Boracay with him and his family. I’m not sure if it’s tuloy though. And I’m not sure if my dad would allow me. I’m praying that the good Lord will allow me to spend some few days with them. I’ve been working out so I could wear a decent swimwear and flaunt whatever I have(yeah right..haha!) It’s my only motivation to lose whatever it is that is making me unconfident. Nyehehe..
I have a project in mind. And by God’s grace I can do it and with the help of Karen. I’m buying this and then bring ICS to the world. I’m so excited! Help me Lord.
I’m definitely buying that next week. But I’m having second thoughts as to really buy that or buy a new pc instead if I want to pursue my many careers. Watchatink?
TIME…time is so precious it is gold. Ano daw? Ahahahaha!

Friday, April 08

Two nights ago, I had again the privilege to hear stripe on his classical guitar. Sure, I always hear him play every Saturday when the band practices but I don’t always get to hear him play a classical piece. It doesn’t usually happen even if we’re always together. The last time I heard him play was months ago and I was lulled to sleep so I didn’t hear the rest of the piece.

I was over at his place. I just love hearing him play and seeing him with ‘Maria’. Yep, he’s got a name for it. It’s actually the same name he gave his car. Ok. So why am I gushing? Ugh, nothing. I’m just glad to have him for a bestfriend and a boyfriend. I know I can’t live without music so it’s cool that the guitar man is mine. I am always amazed when he starts strumming his precious guitar. I am more drawn to him and his music. That’s the reason why I don’t easily believe people who say that ‘this’ or ‘that’ is great on guitars. I’ve got to hear ‘em first. My standard is that of Stripe, along with the masters he admires.

It’s just ironic that we haven’t really ‘jam’ together. You know, just me and him. Exclude the band practices and the phone calls. Our music exchange is limited to those two. There’d be times I’d ask him to study a song I like and he’d let me hear him play over the phone while I sing.

I’m thinking of somewhere else where we can freely do just that. Anywhere. It can be at the Sunken Garden or even in admu’s parking lot, my place or his place..(kahit san basta kasama ko siya..siya sa gitara at ako kakanta).

32 months to go…

“You will seek me and find me when you seek
Me with all your heart.” -Jeremiah 29:13

God is glad to answer those who call unto Him. And oftentimes, He freely and willingly calls to those who are lost even before they seek. When one feels deranged and worthless, there is One whose hands will lovingly raise His child from the mud and mold him into a beautiful jar.

The Potter is best in doing this. Listen. God maybe calling you.

yesterday’s photo frenzy

The long wait is over…or is it?

We’ve prayed and sought God for this time to happen. By His grace, we were given another chance. Chance to change. Chance for revival. The body has been hurt many times already. A lot were deceived. Few were oblivious. Some were wicked. A handful endured but has since grown to a great number.

We sought for righteousness and now the time is here.

To what? Worship. But isn’t that what we’re supposed to do the time we were welcomed to the family?

To what? Seek. We should have done that even before. Earnestly.

To what? Pray. No ifs, ands, and buts about it. Do it.

To what? Heed. Heed to the call to build the kingdom and edify the body.

To what? Live like Jesus. Life that is worthy to be called His.

I sometimes wonder if God ever gets tired of us. The church has been standing for three decades now but is never strong….never solid…always soiled.

And why? Because of the people in it and the enemy that lurks.

Everyone is to be blamed. Each is accountable for his or her actions, and apathy.

But it’s time. Time to let go of the hurts and tears. Now is the time to lift our hearts and yield our whole lives to the Head of the body.

Time to live a righteous life…to the truest sense.

Time to get down on our knees and pray.

Time after time…soak our selves in the presence of the Maker.

Time…to become the children the Father wants us to be.

The purpose of His creations —To become what the gracious God wills us to be. To be able to work and live out the grandeur and majesty of His plans .

now, this is stupidity…

i have to decide…dang!

should i buy that?! c’mon…it’s only that. i know there is that and that. and i have that. but i so want that. friends say i’d rather buy that but i dont want that. i want the other that. stripe says that if that would make me happy, then i should really buy that. buying that , would make me soooo happy. i can die if i buy that. haha! but hey, i wont let that happen. then what would be the use of that. that this week or that next week. think. think about that.
i wanna go to bora. i hope my dad allows me. and if he says yes, i’m definitely buying that. haha!

Click on the image to view photos during my first trip to Puerto Galera.
Yes…i said first because I know that won’t be the last. I’m definitely going back.