Special thanks to my friend and officemate Ying for improving my header. I’m so excited about it! After more than a year of blogging in the dark, I finally had the heart to change it. Green—not exactly my favorite color but it’s the only template available that matches my concept. If it weren’t for Robin (who did the graphic), I wouldn’t think of changing this. Haha. Okay, I know it’s so Mulawinish…but I’m not sorry. The concept of “Fly With Me” perfectly describes my desire to spread my wings and fly as I share my thoughts on love, life, and God and as I go on this journey called life. Cheesy..but true. So come…fly with me…hihihi.

Title : GUITAR MAN
Description :
Stripe during one of his performances against
Picasso’s The Guitar Player painting.|
Created on : Feb. 15, 2005

it’s 9:45 already but i haven’t been assigned a task yet…not a single one…thanx to me who finished ’em all last week…so what im gonna do is to start writing text content for clients even if there aren’t keywords approved yet….ha!
yesterday was fun! details next time….
my eyelids are heavy but i’m not sleepy..weird…cant explain it but that’s just the way my eyelids are as of this moment….
i passed one week of not taking in french fries…yipee! til when can i last this fast?

• i’m so stupid. i shouldn’yt have asked the hairdresser to cut some bangs. i’ve got 3 huge zits on my forehead and now i have to live with these stupid bangs. i hate. i hate. i hate my skin nowadays.

• i still don’t know what stripe’s plan for valentines. i don’t want to expect coz i don’t wanna be disappointed. almost always, i just end up ‘okraying’ his plans and make ourselves feel so bad.

• i have to live it with i guess…for the meantime…the sorrow….

• my bro has stopped hanging out at my room. i miss chatting with him. where are you ‘nok?

i want to jump into the river and say goodbye forever…but then again..i value my life so much. it’s just that some people irritate me..no..not some…a LOT…i’m beginning to hate the evil that surrounds. i can never defend myself if it weren’t for the grace of God that holds me.

graced i am.

maybe..just maybe…there is a message beneath all these atrocities. i just need to decode it. the sooner the better so the hurt would just go away.

i cry. i weep. every night i remember what they did..and what they are currently doing. God has placed this burden on me and i know i shouldn’t ignore it. and to carry them ’til His kingdom comes.

my nephew nav@ play

cute no? i’ll miss this baby when he moves away to wherever. but i just hope it wouldn’t happen that soon. better yet, i hope it won’t happen.i was crying the other night when the thought of them moving away began to sink into me.

but then again, God works for the good of those who love Him. He has greater plans for this child’s life. i’ll forever be grateful to the Father because I know He holds this boy’s future.

exactly one month ago, i made someone really happy. how could i forget the day i planned oh so well. i love suprises! and boy..was he suprised..haha! he had the shock of his life when i told him that i’m taking our friendship to the next level. mushy..mushy…

i am really getting fat..im having a hard time fitting some of my jeans…oh God, have mercy on me. don’t comment on this. i’ll hate you forever.

i love my work. i love my team. i love the environment. i have the coolest boss and officemates. the compensation is well…okay…but i’m really hoping for a nice raise come march..

til now, i can’t seem to have the heart to blog about how i really feel about certain things in my life.

34 months to go….

seems like my blog friends are also on a hiatus. what’s with the blog world? is it me? or is it just the weather…i cant seem to blog a decent entry. i can’t write. considering that i write for a number of clients a day. why can’t i just write for my own site? i long for the day when i can just blog away before i close my eyes. i long for the day when i can finally have the courage to spill everything on my mind.

blog..blog..blog…glogloglog..ulp! aaaah!

i am barely breathing people..barely breathing…

Tuesday, January 18

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Reah
2. Yang/Eyang
3. Rei

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Bunsoy
2. Blueberry
3. Bathsheba

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I know a lot of things
2. I can be very kind and very generous..:p
3. I’m also good in housekeeping

THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I don’t trust myself too much
2. 2. I can be very paranoid when it comes to certain things
3. I can be very nosy..no..I am nosy.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Tagalog
2. Chinese
3. Italian…hawhaw!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. not being able to bear a child
2. be defiled
3. knowing some people precious to me will go to hell if I don’t act now

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. water and milk
2. music
3. message or call from josh

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black denim skirt
2. white spandex tee
3. watch

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. 13 NEEDLES!!!! Rak!
2. my church’s band
3. Kitchie Nadal

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Coca Cola’s new song
2. Cab One
3. Run

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. buy a new pc
2. study
3. travel

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. marriage eventually
2. transparency
3. acceptance

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (guess which one’s the lie):
1. I currently hate mcdo fries
2. I love God more than anybody else
3. I hate music

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. the intellect
2. height…er..not really…:p
3. faith in my God

1. disobey my Lord
2. give up on josh
3. exercise

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. clean and rearrange my room
2. listen to music…with my 4-way surround speaker system…aaaah..
3. think

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. be with my josh
3. shout

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING: THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:

1. motherhood
2. become a girl’s shop owner
3. social work

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. Thailand
3. Palawan

THREE KID’S NAMES:
1. Rhema
2. Diandra
3. Maura

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married…(and to quote kaligay “with that goes everything that a married couple can do”)
2. have a baby
3. lead many people to the Lord

The sun finally came out and I’m soooooooo happy. Yihee!