Today will be somebody else’s very lucky day.

my first entry for the new year:

wala.wala.wala.

there.

i promise i will be back. i’m just not in the mood (as always). contemplating on something reeeeeeeeeaaally important to me.

They came in droves

I didn’t know

Any of them

Not one, not all

Nothing

I am puzzled

Forlorn

But grateful

Of these

though I suffer

Words’ll flow

I know

Inevitably

Level up

then down

Mind is filled

Infinitely asking

The reasons

Why such things

Just do happen

stripe is playing at the nu rock awards. how cool is that?! next time i know, i’ll be walking the red carpet with him sashaying the most fab clothes. haha!

snippets

> halikinu or barbie??? the latter…
> hilung-hilo na ko..waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
> had no driver last night…shucks! so i had to commute..ride at the back of the trike coz i was running late for my rendezvous with jm…sheesh!
> had to commute again this morning..usok—i hate!!!
> i’ve been OT-ing(ano daw?) …grabe…ako ba to?!
> i have a new fone..was supposed to buy a motorola but fortunately twas out of stock…walking past that megacell stall at the shang’s foodcourt..saw another phone that i’ve been wanting to buy..geeez..the phone was calling my attention so i had to heed…can i help it? it’s been 2 weeks and now i ask…”new phone???so what?”…that’d be the last..im not buying another one…unless…unless…unless…
> so, the needles would be shooting their music video and they won’t be getting amanda or jolina m..siyaks!gusto ko pa naman si jolens!!! haha..ok diba..stig! para agaw-atensyon…sikat agad! yiha! mismo!
> i’ts still unofficial…
> i want pink,white,light blue,and black jackets!!!
> i’m praying for an ipod or a digicam…hope besty reads this..
> squatter…that’s what i am…hard to work when you’re not on your station..aaargh!
> i don’t mind being married to a rocker..as long as there’s lot of moolah..hahahaha!
> i wanna buy a new guitar..God, pengeng lotsa money?hihihi..
> to date or not to date a student…mali..to date or not to date a working girl….belat!

this is quite an achievement for me…haven’t been late for the past 3 weeks…yahoooo! that means, no deduction on my salary this coming payday..haha!

You beast!

Told you not to look

I am troubled

Deeply

I feel harmed

Ashamed

Stop staring!

You’re like an eagle

Gawking at its prey

I’m not one

Not yielding

To someone

Whose sanity’s like yours

You don’t know me

For sure

You just look

At the border

Not mindful

Of the things eternal

Peep into my soul

Try not to be

A predator

A sucker

Be someone

Whose heart is pure

Whose mind unsoiled

if bands can be disbanded, can churches be dischurched?

i know, i know. tell me im wrong.

but if there’s such a word, just tell me. i might start doing it.

> suddenly..everything’s being broken at home..the microwave,tv, cd player, cdrom, keyboard..and noooooow the monitor..sheesh…i dont like this…good thing my mind and heart are still intact…eeeh!

> i have to shake something off and step up…i’ve already been raised from the mud..i know that and i’ll forever be grateful to the One..

> tsktsktsk…my tsktsktsk goes…im trying to seal my mouth …i’m trying to cover my ears…i dont wanna hear another word from anybody…senseless words…shut up!!!

> rants..rants…rants…reah rants again…yeah..im back peeps!!!