my dreams are shattered because of a past irresponsible…maybe i’m meant to suffer…that i’m not meant for that kind of happiness..i desire to have the universe in the palm of my hands…if only…if only they would learn…learn to see the reality…that the past, present, and future are different from each other…

i wonder if my blog is still being read. hmmmm….i am so disapponted i can’t blog with heart. gosh..i have to do something about this. fast. i just dont wanna leave y’know. this has been my home..my portal….in a world unseen.

everytime i have something on my mind to blog about…i’d get all excited coz finally i can post some new entry. but hey..almost always..there’s no keyboard or pen or paper around. and by the time im in front of the pc, i’d forget all about them. talk about a blogger’s problem. always the case. always the problem

anyway, since i want to and i’ve gotta post something with sense here…

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er…maybe next time..

so i changed my template again..white really is boring…need to fix this up….my blog is getting booooooring…

(cmon reah..you can do better than this…)

this white background is kinda boring..isn’t it? i’ve been using that black template for months so i decided to change…but still..white is boring…sheesh…

btw, stripe is officially a rockstar..haha! so that means..i’m currently dating a rockstar..yay!wehehe..

im getting bored with this template…need to change this asap…

c’mon..is this all i can blog about? maaaan…this is really bad…tsktsktsk..

err…i dont blog often because i have nothing to blog about..

stripe’s sick so you guys pray for him..it hurts to see him that way..really..

stripe’s sick..he’s in the hospital right now..so sad…i feel i cant do something about it..

this is so absurd. im online most of the time but i still cant find the time to update my blog. got to fix the pc at home so i can start blogging anytime i want. cant do it in the office even if i want to. of course,i’ve got lots of work to. plus, there’s a camera. hehe..to think that my work isn’t really work for me..it’s something i wanna do..that is to write..it’s like im only blogging..but i still envy myi. her job is way cooler. sheesh..

i’ll start working on monday. beat that. :p